reasons

I might not know what i'm in it for.
I may not even know the reason why i'm still in that spot.
I may not be perfectly molded for subtle reasoning and blunt urges.
I should have been able to stop myself if I wanted to.


All major thoughts point to a simple conclusion in which I already know by heart and revolve around in the first place:

I'm extremely, impractically stubborn when it comes to decisions like this.