FB's uploading server seems to be out of order, twitter's down, I have no business at DA, and I don't really care about all the other sites as of this moment. So i'm here, and I can't believe this has come to be my last resort. I have concluded that I don't really want to think about anything, write anything, or blog about anything, and that is the reason why I blog this. I want to know why. I'm trying to stop myself from doing something, and it's taking it's toll on everything. I don't know what that something is yet. I shall find out soon.
I have a ton of readings to do, and no, i haven't started on anything. I spent my weekend in the beach having the IPR and stress management activities, at nica's house devouring the lechon and five bottles of vodka, and finally in my room today, lying around, puking every now and then, being the hung over jerk I promised myself i'd be once in a while.
Yes, I would have preferred a day out in the rocks of Marabut with old friends, climbing and swimming the day away. But then, this is new, and different. It's nice to be in a different crowd sometimes. It lets me know who and what I am, and keep my perspectives in check. :) Hanging out with the same people everyday makes me lose my touch, and I feel that personalities go stale after sometime. Being somewhere else allows me to develop what has been, and lets me redirect paths to what should be.
This was truly a break, a break i have been waiting for. But alas, it has come to an end, and I would have to pick up a book in a few minutes or so.
ay, ngapala, there's this guy.
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