lumbricals

Aside from the mixed feelings of OSY-ness for the next half year (again), i don't really know how to deal with the fact that i'm not going to school again till summer.

Geez, I feel like such an abnormal person. While everyone else i know goes through college life in four or five years, i'm stuck here, and what sucks even more is that it's never my choice to stop schooling. Gawd, i'd kill to finish college already, almost everyone's done.

Okay, so Christmas is coming up in two months, Gawd i'm hoping and praying my doctor will taper off steroids then.

Platelets, please cooperate. Doctor, please cooperate gihap, kay if not, magtataper ako bahala ka.

Christmas = pictures. I want to look normal this Christmas plox. Like, PLEASE. I know there's a purpose for this, i just don't know what it is yet. I'll find out, sooner or later.

My lumbricals lock from time to time when i play the guitar. Predisposed to rheumatoid arthritis much? Or median nerve problems? o.O