So I sit and play random notes, frustration gnawing away at what's left of my sanity, all the while thinking if there is something more serious than the storm brewing on this otherwise sunny day. Guess i'd have to wait, then. I think that I have recently been too dependent, and that I am losing my sense of self-motivation. It must be about time to forget again, like the countless times I have done so. I have always succeeded in those endeavors of a different kind, and when the day comes that I don't, that's the time i'd take the chance of building again what I've broken countless times.
Since the dishiveled tangle of a heart that I have is slowly beginning to loosen up to the possibilities of happiness, I am led to think that there must be something more. Give it a few more years.
Shoo. resposting. :)
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